But is it really? I mean, when you sink to the point that you feel you have to steal food from a sick 2 year old...I think you've far bypassed that "family" boundary. I've had so many things stolen from me lately that it's really unreal. I try not to be petty about it, but seriously, how much is enough?
And then, to top it off, I get absolutely NO support from my parents about this. Of course, I'm in the wrong for being upset about someone eating my son's lunch for him...because it's just food. It's not just food, it's the principle. It's my hard-earned money going towards buying my son (and myself) the food and I don't appreciate being forced to share. No one really would, correct?
I seriously feel that I'm at the end of my rope. Every day, I just retreat more and more within myself, not socializing with anyone. What's the point in trying when it seems like you're constantly being pushed aside?
The other day, I tried to go shopping at the commissary with my mom and the entire time, she was on the phone. As soon as one call would end, another would begin. I seriously want to break the stupid phone. I can't ever carry on a conversation with my own mother because she's always on the phone trying to solve everyone else's problems.
That isolated feeling? Yeah...it just grows and grows more each day. *sigh*
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I'm so sorry hun. I know its tough but you have to just keep your chin up and keep going some people are just to wrapped up in their world to notice the people they are hurting. *hug*
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